2nd Blog Anniversary

Hello World….
I will always remember the day how I decided to start blogging…on an impulse…
not knowing what kind of blog I will have…what it will be the title or subtitle…
 




all decided on an itch…just for knowing how it feels to have a blog…and be a blogger…
today am quite proud of my small world I have crafted there…
my blog has become my alter world …like Gaia has become my alter ego…
 


people have always reproached me of being too introvert…making me feel
dull somehow doubting myself…
but blogging has helped me so much…a place where I have found a sort of an
oasis or Eldorado…where I can feel I can be myself… talk freely about the world I picture through my eyes….
 




being someone who prefer the unspoken to the spoken…my blog has become the place where each word reflect part of my unspoken thoughts …
each drawing or picture complementing my unspoken feelings…
 



thanks to blogging… despite being physically in one place… I travel virtually in different places around the planet…landing in all kinds of fabulous worlds…



I also seize this opportunity to thank all my readers, commenters and visitors...        
I hope my blogging journey will be always flourishing as today….
A happy blog anniversary to my blog ...

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Wonder Life....

Hello World....


Ever wonder how life would have been if ……
there was no vicious cycle of money...
no corporate world...no rush hour to work...or race against time...


You do not have to feel obliged even you do not want to wake up early and rush to work...





You do not have to compete with computer to save time & be cold & emotionless & be mechanical


You do not have to hear or face the abuse of your boss...


or even feel bad if you feel ill or is not introvert enough to match their needs.…




instead there would be flora & fauna mushrooming everywhere...



you live following your own rhythm... there is no rules & regulations...there is no KPI and performance

management....



You feel really free in your moves... you can jump in the air laugh & smile on the street....





and

feel good for what you are...

 



you can take the time to watch the blue sky...feel the heat of the sun on your skin...feel the breeze brushing you & breathe life....



 

and finally feel happy & at peace....

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Aspiration

Hello World!
Today i was watching a documentary on TV on St Batherlemy or St. Barts (island found near the Caribbean....)



entitled La Belle et L'Avion (the beauty and the airplane)....




From the start to the end of the documentary, I just wish I was somewhere else…someone else… living something else

Life appears so idyllic and livable...


Despite living on an island (rather a concrete island I would say)I found myself yearning everyday of a new life......

a place where nature (fauna and flore) is still being respected and honored and graced...



not a place where every inch of soil is being toiled with concrete  and overpowered with greed for money and  outrun with consumerism ....



a place where one doesn't have to be ashamed of the color of one’s skin, ethnical background or social background



a place where we don't have to fear of walking in the street or stepping out without any attack, theft, violence or abuse...



a place where your silence is not your weakness...



a place where I can find happiness...

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Dazzled

Hello World!
Ever been bewitched by something and you completely forgot about the rest…it’s what happened to me…

Today I went for a long drive on the western coast of the island…It’s been one month since I last went to the beach…

Unfortunately the sun and the blue sky were not on the weather programme…

Still the mood was set for a day at the beach…

Having dreamed of the ocean since quite of a long time, it’s always wonderful to watch the peeping blue gray horizon of the ocean still in the landscape…with some boats as background set for a sea adventure…

While the rare sun rays trying to peek from the cloudy sky, the changing colors of the mountains and trees were another beautiful picture of nature…

With rain and sun playing hide and seek every ten minutes, the weather was tampered with a cool musical sea breeze… playing through the branches of the ‘filaos’ …while the sea was chanting with its crashing waves against the shore…

How could one not resist the alluring call of the ocean…

p.s: old pictures taken last time

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New Direction

Hello World!

Finally I have found and built my blog identity…





Now I have built a place where to shelter to picture my feelings and life…

As you can notice, I have been doing some modifications to the blog template to suit the new direction it will be taking….



I change the sunrise theme for a beach or sea view as it reflects better my visions, my escapades, my dreams which always focus and center on sea someway….and I always dream flying to a reclusive beach…



My blog will also be about my dearest friends whom I always like to write on even some posts may repeat but how could I not write about them…talking about them I would like to thank them : Jade, Ari and Caro (esp you Caro and Evan who really saved my day when we needed to submit the dissertation) for your constant support, encouragement…know am a big ball of stress and negativity don’t know how I would have managed last year without all your positive thinking and attitude…



Am so happy that we all have passed and will be graduating this year…



Cheers

p.s: whenever I think of you girls, am always happy and smiling … .

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Obsession

Hello World!
Finally my wish or obsession has turned true… I have finally made my comeback in the business world…
Yeah am finally back….
But like most ordinary human beings, am not totally happy…wonder why…



Am back at the harsh and cold reality of the business world which I craved to be….with my delusions shattering more…


 

Back to the past routines which I longed to faced again: waking up early…the rush hours of the breakfast time and dressing time….the morning sprint to the bus stop…to be finally in the end of the long queue waiting desperately for the rare Express buses to surface….to then wish to have a seating place (the past courtesy has longed died in Mauritius)….to be then stuck in the daily morning traffic jam…sprint to the office….wishing the clock will tick more quickly so the day will end soon…the afternoon congestion…



This is my daily routine for the past 3 weeks…am not complaining but wish I was more thrilled…



Tired of these delusions: the hope of getting a good job or brighter future….my thoughts and imagination are escaping or should I say drifting to another exquisite obsession of mine: cliffs



Yeah I love cliffs and am just totally fascinated by cliffs…
For me, they represent the most peaceful and energy refilling place…where you can sit there for hours and watch the rough sea and waves clashing and some vessels at some far most distance enveloped with their own special atmosphere: windy…cold…and so alone…




And because they are so like me: quite boring and unappealing places…just like the dull, introvert, loner person that I am finding it so difficult to connect to people….
Am picturing me living in Cornwall in a small house abandoned near a light house….



or in the highlands in Scotland or near its cliffs with its own mystical atmosphere



or lost in the exotic mystery and beauty of the New Caledonia Island…




I have always wanted to live near cliffs….trekking or sitting there observing the games of the angry waves against the defying rocks….

so that's my daily obsession…



I end today on a cheerful note ….on car commercial ads that I really love watching on TV…






Cheers

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Escapade

Hello World!
There are times when you really feel the need to refill yourself mentally and physically….
These days, am just dreaming and day-dreaming about being lost on an isolated island…cut from the 24 hr / 7 days negative breaking news, from society, from everyone….



I dream of finding the peace in myself … no more minding with the tickling clock of time and life…lazing under a balancing hammock…face to the winds…under the playful shadows of some trees….the waves crashing and mumbling against the shore….



Or floating on the constant swinging moves of the ocean…face to the blue sky…free and liberate…letting the flow to carry you…



The irresistible call of evasion… like the mesmerizing song of the sirens tempting and tormenting Ulysses and his crew…



This is my return to myself….my daily dreamy escapade….



I end today on one of my favorite poems - The Emerald Sea




Some quiet evening when the tide is low
I shall slip my mooring and sail away
With no response to the friendly hail
Of kindred craft in the busy bay


In the silent hush of the twilight pale
When the night stoops down to embrace the day
And the voices call in the waters’ flow
Some quiet evening when the tide is low
I shall slip my mooring and sail away


Through the purpling shadows that darkly trail
Over the ebbing tide of the Emerald sea
I shall fare me away, with a dip of sail
 And a ripple of water to tell the tale
Of a lonely voyager sailing away
To the Mystic isles where at anchor lay
The crafts of those who have sailed before
Over the Emerald sea to the unknown shores


A few who have watched me sail away
Will miss my craft from the busy bay
Some friendly ships that were anchored near
Some loving souls that my heart hold dear
In silent sorrow will drop a tear
But I shall have peacefully furled my sails
In moorings sheltered from storm or gale
And greeted the friends who have sailed before
Over the Emerald sea to the unknown shore

Cheers

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